February 2010
January 2010
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and...”
– Dr. Seuss (via shawnbray)
This song is so beautiful! My love and I enjoyed it together today. (I cut out some repetative parts to shorten this post a bit. I recomend getting the song…and the whole album(which is called This Is Us)!
This Is Us - Backstreet Boys
Got a million reasons to run and hide I don’t blame you for being scared (for being scared, no) Bout a novel long, all the pain that he’s caused...
I am in a positive mood tonight! My jaw has felt absolutely terrible the past few days but is quite a bit better now and I am actually going to be able to walk on the treadmill for a few minutes tonight. XD Pluuuuus, I got to spend some romanitc time with my love today! Soo..im doing alright at the moment.
“An intellectual is a person who has discovered something more interesting than...”
– Aldous Huxley (via shawnbray)
Just A Heads Up
You can leave comments on my posts now if you go to my page. No one has left a comment yet so I wanted to make sure you guys knew you could.
Love,
Lady Nokturna
Pushing Through...
So yes…an Oral Surgeon has confirmed that I do have Temporomandibular Joint (TMJ) Syndrome. So in a very small nut shell:
Temporomandibular joint disorder (TMJD or TMD), or TMJ syndrome, is an umbrella term covering acute or chronic inflammation of the temporomandibular joint, which connects the mandible to the skull. The disorder and resultant dysfunction can result in significant pain and...
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Resolutions for 2010
I had a very surreal experience Friday and Saturday. A lot of things hit me at once and left me nervous, uncomfortable, and had my mind running circles. It was a very painfull experience. I knew I had to sort through all this and figure out what needed to be done so I wrote a New Years Resolution list and as you will see…it is very long and I will probably keep adding to it. You will see why...
Holy Cow!
Okay, so…my shoulders are yelling fowl words at me as I type but dats okay. They have been through a lot today. Sorry, I’ve got other things on my mind daddy besides turning the light in the bathroom off! …whoa…lost focus there.
Wow…i just had a..well several discussions with my sister and there is a millions things running through my mind right now. Im like..mind...
Tomorrow will be a good day!
I’m staying the night with my darling friend and fellow Model Narcissa Bellatrix and we are preparing for a model/photogrpher meet and greet/shoot tomorrow. XD And I just had my cards read for the first time. Its creepy as fuck how accurate it was! It hit every aspect of my life I am working on, changing, struggling with…just…wow. Oh and I got my navel re-pierced. XD Lets hope it...
So excited I'm sick to my stomach!
Okay so I am soooooooooooo HAPPYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE RIGHT NOW! My best friend in the whole entire universe just emailed me and I haven’t talked to her in so long! We have been best friends sense we were babies! Actually friend isn’t the word, sister is the word. She knows me better than anyone does and probably ever will. We have both been going through a lot lately so we just lost...
YES! HELL YES!
I am so relieved! I was so scared! Ever since my fall Sunday I have been extra sore and afraid that I had injured myself worse but today I am feeling okay! I got through physical therapy well and I am so proud! Thank you for your prayers!
Love, Lady Nokturna
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NO! THAT DID NOT JUST HAPPEN!
Omg something terrible happened to me today. OMG i just wanna go back in time and walk around the damn ice covered pathway.
Guess what I did? Remember that I have a bulging disk in my neck and a curved cervical spine and a jaw condition so your all gonna be sooooo proud of what I did today!
I SLIPPED ON THE DAMN ICE!!!
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I’D RATHER BE HATED FOR WHAT I AM THAN LOVED FOR WHAT I AM NOT.
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"Well fiddle-de-de
It will be difficult but I am going to try not to mention my physical struggles in this post. I’m tired of talking about it even though I have new news. I will try to pull something else outta my mind and type it here. I love to look at snow and play in it but this year it’s just too cold for me and it is keeping me from seeing Lynn today, boo. My sister and I are going to try and...
You are female You are in high school You dropped out of high school You graduated within the last 5 years You live on your own You live within 20 minutes of your best friend You live within 20 minutes of the last person you kissed You live within 20 minutes of your exes You have hugged someone in the last 48 hours You have been to the movies within the last week You have had three or more...
My Story (Part 1)
So my friend wanted to hear my story. This isn’t the whole story of my struggles but it is where it started. Maybe it will help my readers understand me better. I don’t guess I should keep anything secret anymore. How can you inspire others if you dont share your struggles? Please tell me your thoughts.
Well one night when I was in 6th grade (11 or 12 years old), I was watching the...
I need to decide on a new years resolution. I’ll post when I figure out what it is.
(p.s.) I accomplished last years resolution for the first time. XD
